I just came back from movie and supper.
THE DARK KNIGHT n supper at BEDOK!

I really hate projects projects that which really make me damn pissed off with everything.I hope that I can vent my anger onto the project but it won't talk back to me even if i do so.This project of mine just make me worried from day to night.And tomorrow is my deadline.People are happily sleeping away and I am here doing the stupid project of mine.And CA1 for my business fundamental test tmr.I hope it wont turn out to b too difficult as I am really not prepare for it.
And what bloody orientation for job.It really trouble me.I hope I can live life the way I want,no stress,cheerful but i doubt i can.sigh.Half an hour more before my video is being save up.And tues is my trg.I hate trgs!But do i have the choice to chose.If i were given a chance to chose agn i wont chose basketball.I regretted it seriously.I hope is can nvr knew basketball in the first place.It really make me so tiring and so many misunderstandings in between here n dere at times.Sigh.13 more mins and my play will be saved I hope this time rd it will be a successful wan.ARGH!! I hope I can turn in as early as possible JIAYOU HONGWEIZHEN!! )):

Baby.I hope you will be by my side now.Although I know that you r still not aslp yet,but somehow or rather, I would prefer you by my side instead. Cus with you by my side,at least i know that i will be happy instead of stress n upset or pissed off maybe.Well,time really flies.It has been our 4months and 11 days.No quarrels but little pissed off at time.But i know we will always give in,but who knows when time goes by we may be a couple quarrelling every single day.I was really wondering.Although I have nvr quarrel before wid BFs but I really dont wish to experience the feeling of it.At times i would think in e way that mayb couple shld quarrel to bring themselves close and know each other better.But I wont ever take the step to quarrel with you unless you force me to. Thinking back the day at CC when I stamp my foot and scare you, your expression really make me fear that i tear in e end.I know at times I may be over but I was just wanting to play with you.That's all.I didn't cross the mind wanting to make you pissed off or angry.That's not my motivation at all.All i wish was to make you happy.The day I started off with you, my aim was to give you wanted n beautiful memories whereby you will be the BF whom i give in and sacrifice the most.Mayb not sacrifice but doing it willingly.I really miss you now.I wanna cry now.but shld i tell you?? I really cant hang on dere.I am tired.Mentally tired.FU*K!!!You are my boy and I wanna make you mine always,if dere's a day that we r not tgt anymore I just wanna let you know that I will always rmb you for being my caring and uds-ing BF.Whatever it turns out i nvr wanted it to be anything bad but GOOD!My feeling for you will always be STRONG!!I promise!!

goodbye baby (: 12:20 AM